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2005-07-25 [Juggalette Ryda]: im weird... lmao...

2005-07-25 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: um..no comment...

2005-07-25 [iCh3wi]: <img:http://www.elfpack.com/img/image/14149_1122182169.jpg>

2005-07-25 [iCh3wi]: my sister jeessi and me

2005-07-25 [Juggalette Ryda]: hehehe thats kool

2005-07-25 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: anyways..lol

2005-07-25 [Juggalette Ryda]: feel me balls... they are soft and bouncy.. hehehe

2005-07-25 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ern..no comment..lol....

2005-07-25 [iCh3wi]: *...........................*

2005-07-25 [Juggalette Ryda]: lmao but you left a comment... lmao.. i meant my bouncy balls.. the ones that bounce everywhere... ok that still doesnt sound right.. lmao

2005-07-25 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,no it doesnt and i like what you did to the pic richard..lol

2005-07-25 [Juggalette Ryda]: *sighs* oh well

2005-07-25 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol..its ok..

2005-07-25 [DenDen]: ooooooh

2005-07-25 [forbidden sacrafice]: wow i come to see whats up and all i see is what freaky said that really scared me at first

2005-07-25 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol...i didnt know what to say..lol

2005-07-26 [forbidden sacrafice]: i know lol i could tell lol

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,yeah...

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: Ok, now we have a poem of the week.

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: really?kool...lol..wow i liked the poem veela..

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: what changed?

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: The Pic for the Gothica Diaries.

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: oh ok..lol..my computer hasnt loaded that yet..lol..

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: lol

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: so whats up?

2005-07-26 [forbidden sacrafice]: hey everyone

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hey richard,whats with the mood?feeling lonely?

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: Urgh................lot of stuff.

2005-07-26 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah i truely do know how that feels like 97 percent of people that are my friends are pissed at me for something i didnt do and thats just the start of it

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: None of my friends are mad at me that I know of. But with the way stuff gets spread around this small town, who knows, I'll probably be next.

2005-07-26 [forbidden sacrafice]: well thats just the start with me my dad wanted to kill me hit me and kick me outta the house all at the same time today all at once i was having freaking visions too and i hate having those

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: Those are pretty bad.

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: I think I'm gonna take my life tonight. I can't stand being without Ariel. Her parents wont let her go anywhere, we can't see each other, can barely talk on the phone. I don't think I can take it anymore...............

2005-07-26 [Monika]: Richard, I know I can't really make you feel any less of what you are right now. I'm sorry you feel the way you do though.

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: I hate who I am,,

2005-07-26 [Monika]: As do most people our age Richard.

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: But most people our age aren't anorexic, suicidal, addicted to pain killers and depressed.

2005-07-26 [Monika]: I beg to differ actually, around here anyways.

2005-07-26 [Monika]: There's no reason to think you're all alone in this Richard, we are all here, we are all imperfect and have our faults.

2005-07-26 [Monika]: I know everything seems like shit now honestly, I know that I felt that same way. I'm still here though dispite all that hun.

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: In almost 3 weeks now, I haven't cut myself or wrote a single poem. I was clinging to the hope that I would get to see Ariel Wednesday. But now it seems like I won't get to for a long time.

2005-07-26 [Monika]: Well you have something over me then, I've cut recently more like carved but with the same purpose either way. My boyfriend technically abandoned me, and I haven't seen him in a month and a half, nor have I talked to him since he doesn't have the time. I just take it that we are done as far as a relationship goes. I moved on to someone who adores me and such, but he lives in another state and I feel horrible that I can't see him. I know it may not help, but you're not alone in being full of heartache.

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: I'm in the same boat a little. I havent seen Ariel in a month, and we were going to go camping Wednesday, but her parents keep saying no. If she cant go, then I wont get to see her for another month.

2005-07-26 [Monika]: Well at least it's her parents fault that she can't be with you, instead of her just not wanting to which is my situation with my ex I suppose. I'm done with him, because I know in my heart that I can't handle heartbreak again like that...I'm not strong enough for it.

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: I would move on if I was in a relationship like that.

2005-07-26 [Monika]: And I have...but it still hurts me that I was basically used like a toy and thrown away when I wasn't wanted. But now Steven [Blak Majik] and are are together and it's hard to love someone so far away, but he's been there through all of it.

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: Hmm....I know who that is.

2005-07-26 [Monika]: You do?

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: I've heard the name before.

2005-07-26 [Monika]: Ah...well hun look I haev to change computers and the other one is really slow so if you want to talk more about this IM me on yahoo. My name is tranquil_beauty_within

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: Lol, I only have AIM, or else I would. Thanks anyways.

2005-07-26 [Monika]: Oh well the page seems to load fast enoug I suppose, so you can still talk if you need to.

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: I'm doing a little better. I might cut, but I probably won't. IDK, I just wish Ariels parents would let her go. I miss her so bad.

2005-07-26 [Monika]: I understand that, just be careful.

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: Hey everyone, I have good news. I was un-banned last night from Gods of Elfpack and now am re-instated as the God of Gothic Illusions Please go to my temple peoples, I need followers.

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hey everyone,wow,Richard are you ok now?I wish i could help and i wish the best for you are Ariel..just keep in mind everything happens for a reason..good or bad...and some one always has it worse...

2005-07-26 [forbidden sacrafice]: remember that it is hard to not see someone but the love is always there because no matter what love is still with you and in your heart and nowhere else

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: yeah,um..hold it,just noticed this..how did you manage to get banned for gods of elfpack???

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: I gots banned a long time ago because me and Man Cans got in a fight over a lot of stuff. It was like in January.

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: was it a dumb fight or was there a good reason behind it

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: It was a dumb fight, he was being a jerk and i was being a smart ass.

2005-07-26 [Stephykins]: That sucks

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: Yup

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Lol,typical..lol

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: yup, very

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol...interesting convo going on in The Gothica Diarieslol...i left after a while..it was boring...lol

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: Oh that, my sister being stupid

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,yeah yall fight like me and my sisters..lol...nice to know that im not alone..lol

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: lol

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol..yeah so anyways..yall done yet?lol

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: yeah, were done.

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ok good i will return..lol...god damn i wish i lived in waco,it sounds alot more funner than this small town i live in..there is nothing to do here..

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: lol.

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: sad thing is im being serious...

2005-07-26 [a silent loudness]: umm hello

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hey....

2005-07-26 [forbidden sacrafice]: hi

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hey yah!

2005-07-26 [iCh3wi]: Hey everyone, a very amusing ffight is going on in Gods of Elfpack

2005-07-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ooh really i wanna see..

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: who is fightijng?im confused in there...

2005-07-27 [DenDen]: its pretty stupid O_O

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: yeah, this one isnt as good as the other one last night

2005-07-27 [DenDen]: LOL

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,damn i thought my wiki was bad that one time for what i got there were like 3 different fights at once..and yall are gods??haha!lol...yeah...lol...

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: yup we are gods there, fun fun fun fun

2005-07-27 [forbidden sacrafice]: wow freaking a my sis is scaring the crap outta me

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: y?

2005-07-27 [forbidden sacrafice]: wow freaking a my sis is scaring the crap outta me

2005-07-27 [forbidden sacrafice]: she keeps saying buck is gonna show up at my house and its scaring the crap outta me cuz stuff already happened that was fucked up when he was here before

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: is buck........an oldur dude?

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol...yeah yall are fighting oveer dumb shit..lol...its quite funny..this is how my wiki was that day i got mad at that chick..

2005-07-27 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah last time he was over i was seeing stuff again and it was really screwed up so i swear if someone knocks on the door im gonna jump and hide somewheres

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: ok

2005-07-27 [forbidden sacrafice]: my sis just came over and said she called nate and hes on his way bringing buck

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: erm...right....what the hell are you talking about??im lost...

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: RUN!

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: *runs away*why are we running?

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: Ben said hes gonna run and hide, so lets run and hide also!

2005-07-27 [forbidden sacrafice]: fuck im not kidding now fucking nate is here who was supposed to bring nate he says he dropped buck off like 3 blocks away so i grabbed a bat and a knife

2005-07-27 [forbidden sacrafice]: they said they are goin to pick him up and bring him here

2005-07-27 [forbidden sacrafice]: they just went to go pick him up and bring him here

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ok and why are you scared of this guy???

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: hes the devil'

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: he is?i dont believe in the devil or god so bleh!lol..and btw Richard,you are F*ckin hilarious when you are mad...lol...

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: i know, im such a smart ass

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,hehe,you should see me when im mad...its pretty bad..lol...im an irish red head..i almost killed my best friend [deilcate terror] one night at work i was so pissed off (not at her though)lol..poor thing..

2005-07-27 [a silent loudness]: hello

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: wow, a loud silence, a silent loudness, silenced crowe

2005-07-27 [a silent loudness]: hehehehehe never saw that

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ok that will get confusing..lol..so crowe have you talked to shardea and sasha?? and hey chris...

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: nope, they arent on msn or EP or AIM. just have to wait before we do anything. hi chris

2005-07-27 [a silent loudness]: oh hey

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: Hi

2005-07-27 [a silent loudness]: wussup all

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: nothing much, u?

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Damn well im not sure what i wanna say for advertising...

2005-07-27 [a silent loudness]: for advertising?

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: lol, just take ur time k?

2005-07-27 [a silent loudness]: im confused

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: long story

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ok..will im rather busy at the moment..

2005-07-27 [iCh3wi]: ok

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol..i have..i dunno i lost track of what i was going to say..damn..

2005-07-27 [a silent loudness]: that sux

2005-07-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: yeah it does..lol

2005-07-27 [a silent loudness]: yup

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i dont feel good.wait do i ever?i dunno..now im answering my self..have i lost my mind?is there a section for counciling on talking to yourself?damn now my head ache is back..

2005-07-28 [forbidden sacrafice]: you ok ash

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: no im talking to my self and i have a head ache and my stomach hurts and im confused and i still have to compose a letter for advertising adn send it to three different people to have then approve before it goes public and my friend is laughing at my b/c im in paun and i think im going insane...

2005-07-28 [forbidden sacrafice]: awwwwwww ok i think you should lay down take some medicine and relax a little

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i just took 4 pills of 200mgs..and 7hrs ago i had 600mg so yeah

2005-07-28 [forbidden sacrafice]: ash go lay down get so relaxation and then worry about things and tonight sleep for a while sleep in if you can

2005-07-28 [kdfjhg]: pilllllzzzz

2005-07-28 [Monika]: Morning people.

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hello every one i feel much better..

2005-07-28 [forbidden sacrafice]: thats good

2005-07-28 [Monika]: Good to hear.

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: yep but i must start working soon on the advertising stuff bleh..

2005-07-28 [Monika]: Lol, sometimes I wish I was in your place, so then I'd have thigns to keep me busy. It's sad how much of my day I spend online.

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: I know I spend most of my time on here..Cant do anything else.lol...but Im hardly ever busy..I like it when i am...desipite whether i complain or not...

2005-07-28 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: wee..im done..yay!!now i need approval from all three peoples and then it is off to sending them..

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: wut we talking bout in here today all

2005-07-28 [forbidden sacrafice]: thats good

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: huh

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: he was commenting about what i said hun..and today we are talking about....erm well i dont know what we are talking about...lol

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: well then nevermind

2005-07-28 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: yea

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol..well erm yeah so what are we talkig about?no one answered me....

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: i dont know

2005-07-28 [forbidden sacrafice]: me either

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: so we are talking about nothing???

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: yup yup

2005-07-28 [iCh3wi]: yup, vote for meh please Silenced-Crowe For Crew Baby!!!

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: wut the hell is that shit

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hey now be nice..its a campaign for crew he is trying to get picked they are taking in more peoples

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: im not being mean im asking wut the hell is it i dont kno wut it is

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: oh ok..welll i sorry then..lol...*hugs chris*i sorry

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: yea its kool

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol..ok hun

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: yea ok

2005-07-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: im hyer..lol...weeee

2005-07-28 [a silent loudness]: yay

2005-07-28 [$*Miss Addi*$]: lol

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: lol?

2005-07-29 [$*Miss Addi*$]: um...lol?

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: yea

2005-07-29 [$*Miss Addi*$]: kk

2005-07-29 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ????yall r confusing..how come everytime i leave the conversation turns to nothing??

2005-07-29 [$*Miss Addi*$]: lol

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: it does not were just thinking thats all

2005-07-29 [iCh3wi]: Yeah, it takes awhile for some of us to think, like me.

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: exactly same here

2005-07-29 [iCh3wi]: Hey Chris vote for meh please. Silenced-Crowe For Crew Baby!!!

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: not until u tell me wut that all about i aint voting for something i kno nothing of

2005-07-29 [iCh3wi]: Ok, whats going on is there is an election going on for EP members to have a chance to be on the EP crew. Right now the polls are still open, but I don't know when they close.Basically you vote for whoever you want to be apart of the crew. And you can vote for more than one person. I think thats everything.

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: ok fine

2005-07-29 [iCh3wi]: Thanks very much!!

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: now how do this again

2005-07-29 [forbidden sacrafice]: hey crowe you for the members saying that they dont have to put if they are a cutter or not you should put it at the bottom of the names i think people would see it alot better then where it is now

2005-07-29 [iCh3wi]: I can add your name Chris is you want me to. Umm......hmmm. Ben you mean on the Cutter's members page, I should have it say at the top you dont have to list whether or not you are a cutter?

2005-07-29 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: he ment move it to the bottom b/c the new members arent reading the top of the page..if you have it down by the edit button they might atually read it adn stop..

2005-07-29 [iCh3wi]: Okies, now I get it. I'll do it, thanks Ben.

2005-07-29 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: he ment move it to the bottom b/c the new members arent reading the top of the page..if you have it down by the edit button they might atually read it adn stop..

2005-07-29 [iCh3wi]: Ok Ash, instead of messaging Sunrose, (in case you didnt know I am a member of the Secret Cult of Ep) I went to the Cult forum and posted what was going on. That way Hedda and Sunrose and several others will read and one of them can help us maybe.

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: ok add me to the list then

2005-07-29 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: help us do what?how huh?what the hell is the secret cult of ep??it must really be secret b/c i have never heard of it...

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: im confused

2005-07-29 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol..im sorry hun...and rihard/dominik has logged out so yeah you will have to wait.

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: still confused so ill sit back and allow to continue

2005-07-29 [iCh3wi]: Ok, the Secret Cult is a forum where helpers for EP go to discuss new things. It's were secret ideas are talked about, like the lotto and stuff.

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: wutever

2005-07-29 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: erm..really now???ok.n hoiw is this going to help the cutters crisis center??

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: dunno

2005-07-29 [iCh3wi]: Hte members of that forum are in charge of what is put on the mainstreet

2005-07-29 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ooohh..kk..so do you think we will get an add...or not??n chris why dont you join this wiki??

2005-07-29 [a silent loudness]: i dont nko how

2005-07-29 [iCh3wi]: idk, since Debby is in Europe, she doesnt sign on till like 1130 pm here'

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